Attract Better Than Whats Been Inflicted To My Beautiful Child Archetype, So How Did I Break To Meet Their Expectation When I Was a Child ? by being abused emotionally and physically, Whats was clear is that I had to to survive, I Wanted To Be a King and my Eyes sparkled with the though And I Was Hit and punished hard for it and for my grand dreams, so I Learned to hide it to survive, my parent shamed me but no more, my parent devoured me but no more, My parents and especially my mother guilted me beyond my limit but no more, I am not theme, and I will break this cycle of abuse psychologically and physically “ إن شاء الله الكريم المُتعال ” and in all its aspects, my past awesome self, Its been an honor to dream big and to rebel against them and survive, you’ve been fiercely strong although they overwhelmed you and you didn’t know their intentions either consciously or unconsciously but no more, I’m a grown man now and I will deal with it With clarity one step at a time and Ask Allah all mighty to help me overcome this cycle of abuse and manipulation and submission, I only submit to my creator and he can read my wholeness and he knows Me, I Will Overcome this shit of theirs, their pain is not my pain, their guilt is not my guilt, their fear is not my fear, their expectations are not my expectations and if they inflicted me with them then i will heal beyond them and claim my Individuality and authenticity
إنشاء الله العزيز الكريم