Chapter Four

But What Is Freedom Is It Freedom Of The Soul Or Freedom Of The Mind Or Freedom Of The Body

Or Should We Say That Freedom Is What Ever Word That Give You Hope In Life

It’s a Word Of Something That You Already Are Yet Still Seek Cause What You Found Was Not Enough

Is It Finding Out That You’re A God Or Is It Dying And Coming Back

I Can’t Mimic My Past Self But Here We Are In The Night

Why The Fight Between You And Your New Self

Aren’t You As A Whole Whole And That What Ever You Think Of Your Self Is Far Beyond Words, Its Not A Feeling Of Majesty Nor Out Of Ego That You Clamed To Be A God

Its You’re Treasure Which You Keep On Dodging And Running Away Cause You Started A Creation Which You No Longer Feel Joy Watching

You Think They Fell Down So Low

And You Feel The Responsibility Of Humanity And Creation And The Cosmos On Your Shoulder

And As Much As You Escape From It Like Always You Want Face It With All You Got

And You Did SO Many Times

You Went Out Of This World For Almost Two Month And Came Back With The Certainty Of Your Past And Sometimes You Even Dive In The Future

And You Got Burned By The Sun

And You Got Humiliated By This Thing You Got Out And Let In Again, What They Call Devil

Isn’t He Part Of God’s Will

When Have I Let It Consume Me And How Would I Forgive That Part Of Me

Or Should I GO Back On Waging A War Against This Minion

Or With Everything I Know Should I Bring About The End Or Watch The Present Or Change The Future

My Understanding Of It All Expanded The Way I’ve Seen It But What Happened Was Not Easy

Dying And Coming Back Was Not Easy Neither Leaving Hell Neither Enjoying Heaven

Neither Discovering Who I Am ?

See White Is Everything You Are

You Associated Red With Anger And Thought That When Its White There Is No Red And When Its Red There Is No White Even Though Red Is But A Color, One Of Many That Make White What It Is And Black What It Is

And As In Your Nature You’re Even Looking For An Idea That Is Beyond Even The Word God

You’ve Seen The Power You Holde With Your Eyes, Even Experienced It Yet You Doubt Your Self At Times Thinking What If They Were Right

Have They Felt The Shit You Felt ?

Have They Went Where You Did ?

You Even Overcame Their Biggest Fears Which Is Death

You Feel Holly And Pure, And You Think That Temptation Might Corrupt You But You’re Wrong You Deserve To Feel Your Greatness Cause What You Made Can Never Be Unmade

You Worked Hard You Deserve To Let Go, Someone Who Is Pure And Acknowledge The Light And Dark Would Never Loose His Way Even In A threelians Years

Holding Your Self As God Who Never Sin Or Do Bad Is One Of Your Greatest Sins

Look You Know That The Word God It Self Means Nothing To Me

What I Mean By It Is That Feeling Inside And Outside

You Should Embrace Who You Are And Live With It In Joy And Happiness

Why Do You Drown Your Self In This And That

I Made My Peace With My Self Long Ago Why Do I Look For A Fight Or To Blame Instead Of Exploring Different Ways Of Really Dealing With This Reality

Do I Miss The Battles Of Grandor Between My Self And Now That I Feel Like A God I Have No One To Battle And So I Use The Devil As An Excuse To Use That Rage

Why Can’t You Be Honestly True To Your Self

God Created The Rest Therefore The Rest Is Part Of Him As A Creation

You Should Not Feel Ashamed To Be A God To Such Insolent Creatures Instead You Should Embrace

Embrace Embrace, Embrace What

Listen Can You Make God Human ?

So Stop Trying

Live As A God

Die As A God That If You Ever Die Since You Don’t Die

You Thought You Were Looking For Immortality But You Were Immortal Long Before You Thought Of That Or Even Searched For It

Is Even Being A God Not Enough For You ?

What Is Then ?

Listen This Makes Perfect Sense

So Stop Running Around The Idea And Face It With Al Your Might

Enough For Today I

I Want ?

Tired Of Facing And Fighting And Shit ?

Feeling Like It Makes No Difference Even Though You Know How Much You Can Change If You Want To

So Get A Good Idea Of It And Manifest It

Am I Just Nagging Or Really These Idea Have Been Disturbing My Peace

I Want Be What ? Always At What, Wtf You Think Life Is

Deal With Everything Step By Step

Like An Architect

I Acknowledge My Self Fully